My way of meditation
is very simple. There are one hundred and twelve methods of
meditation. Out of all of those I have chosen the most simple - the
most easily done. I call it witnessing.
The moment you witness something you become separate from it, you
are the witness, the thing becomes an object - the witnessed.
If you are walking on the road, and you are also witnessing that you
are walking - not going along just like a robot, mechanical,
everyday habit, the road is known, the legs know it, you can even
walk with closed eyes. But walking with absolute alertness every
step, every fall of a leaf, every ray of the sun, every bird flying
in front of you, fully alert... slowly, slowly, you become aware
that you are not the body that is walking, you are something inside
which is witnessing.
Once you have witnessed your body, you have got the knack of the
method. Then you start witnessing your thoughts - sitting silently,
just watching the rush of thoughts, not interfering, not saying,
"This is good. This is bad." Not justifying, not appreciating, no
judgment... non-judgmental witnessing, just like the mirror. Anybody
passes by, the mirror reflects it; that's all, it makes no comment.
Strangely enough, when you stop making comments on the thoughts,
they begin to stop; your comments keep them alive. Once you are
simply a mirrorlike witness, thoughts disappear, and you become
aware of a deeper layer, of emotions, moods, which are very subtle.
You are not even aware many times that you are sad. You are often
not aware of what your emotional state is - it is very deep, there
is a thick layer of thoughts. When thoughts have stopped, then you
become aware of a very subtle breeze - and there is a great joy to
see it pass. The method remains the same - you remain a witness
without judgment.
First body, second mind, third heart. And the fourth happens on its
own.
I call my way the fourth way because after the third you cannot do
anything. Once your emotions and moods disappear, suddenly there is
a quantum leap - the witness has nothing to witness anymore. It
comes home. It witnesses itself. It becomes both the seer and the
seen, the object and the subject, and for the first time you have
unity. This experience of absolute organic unity of your
consciousness has been called by different names - moksha, nirvana,
liberation, enlightenment, illumination. Whatever word you choose
makes no difference. But this is the ultimate peak, this is the
ultimate goal of human life.
So my method is very simple. You need not even sit to do it. You can
do it anywhere - walking on the street, sitting in the bus, sitting
in the plane, eating, even sleeping. When you are going to sleep you
don't fall asleep suddenly, it takes a few minutes; just watch how
the sleep comes in. Slowly, slowly, you will see sleep coming in,
and as your witnessing becomes deeper there comes a moment when you
can see that the whole night you are asleep yet still alert.
I have tried almost all one hundred and twelve methods. That list is
exhaustive, there is no possibility of adding a single method more.
You can make a method of combinations, but those one hundred and
twelve are exhaustive.
Out of them all I have chosen witnessing, because most of them are
based on this in different ways.
For example, if while making love you also witness, it becomes
tantra. Tantra has taken one method, used it for love, and changed
the whole sexual energy into a spiritual phenomenon. That's what I
have been talking about, and I have been misunderstood by almost
everybody. They think I am teaching free sex. I am teaching
meditative sex, and they think I am teaching free sex. I was simply
teaching that if you can make sex an object of meditation you can
become free of it - because with meditation the energy starts moving
higher and higher.
My sannyasins who have been with me are puzzled that they have lost
all interest in sex. And the people who have been condemning me -
that is their own imagination, their own creation, the whole idea of
free sex. But it is sensational, particularly in a country which is
very repressive about sex.
To me, sex is as natural as everything else. If we can make sleeping
a meditation, if we can make eating a meditation, why leave sex out?
And sex is so powerful that it should not be left out; otherwise,
that will create disturbance. It should be absorbed into your total
meditative process. It should become an organic unity.